For the first time in my TTC journey I am starting to feel that gut wrenching sadness.... 😞 For the past 6 cycles I have been pretty good about staying positive when my period comes. But this time it’s different. My period is due on the 12th and I can already tell it’s going to show up based on my usual PMS symptoms and it’s making me feel depressed. I know to some 6 cycles isn’t a long time but I feel like it’s getting harder and harder to stay positive. I don’t even know what to feel anymore. I’m just sad. 6 cycles ago when we started TTC It was my goal to be pregnant by summer and I always assumed it would happen by then but... it’s summer😔 and I’m not pregnant.