So far my husband and I have been ttc for 8 months now with no luck. Today I am 11 dpo and feeling more depressed about this than ever. The first 7 months went okay, I didn’t really symptom spot or get stressed about it. I had been pretty positive and knew that it’ll happen when it’s suppose to. This month I’ve convinced myself I’m pregnant and I’ve probably taken 20 test so far. Of course they’re all negative. After 8 months I think I’ve understood the feelings of other ladies who have spent months/years trying. I’m feeling so depressed, confused, and lost right now. Wondering what I’m doing wrong or why me. I don’t like talking about it with my husband because I feel like he doesn’t completely understand the pain or feelings. And I try not to because when the time comes I want to surprise him. All my friends are having babies with no problems. I feel like I need someone who gets me. Especially right now... I’m depressed and time is going by so slow. If I’m not pregnant I just want to get my period and move on...my symptoms have been so believable it just makes it worse.. Any ladies wanna help me pass time until I get my period? I feel like I really need someone right now who gets me..