Ex boyfriend story

Hi guys I’m Rachel and I am 15 (almost 16) years old and I just wanted to know what y’all think about this story.

October 21, 2017 my best friend and I went to homecoming and at dinner he asked me to officially be his girlfriend. 2 (closer to 3) (January 18, 2018 maybe) months into our relationship I had to go to a convention for my youth group/organization and it was me and a bunch of my friends joined by at least 300 other teenagers. So of course people are not always being smart and so a few guys that I know were getting drunk and we weren’t supposed to be drinking at all and we are underage anyways but the guys felt otherwise. So one of the guys decided it was a good idea to try and get with me. Of course him being drunk and kinda stupid he did not hear me continuously say i had a boyfriend so he basically stripped me down and tried to fuck me. I’ve been raped 2 times before this and i kinda knew with him being drunk this was about to be the 3rd time. I got home the next day after that long night with this whole organization and my boyfriend and I just had a normal conversation and shit like that. A week later I had to tell him what had happened to me. Now obviously I knew it would be impossible for me to say anything. So when he and I were on the phone I was getting ready to tell him and I freaked out and told him that someone was dared to kiss me. Obviously that’s not the truth whatsoever but I was terrified. It’s been a good 4 ish months since he left me and I have never been able to tell him what happened to me. I might be switching schools and I want him to know the truth and how sorry I am for not telling him and lying to him. He blocked me on everything and I don’t know how to get in touch with him anymore.

What do y’all think I should do? Please leave a comment down below giving me advice or sharing a similar story. It would mean a lot to me.