Breastfeeding boobs

I’ve been breastfeeding for a year and a half and before I was really self conscious about my boobs but now it’s worse! I look back and my areoles were so pink and perfect (I actually hated them at the time but now I just wish I could go back) and my breasts were so healthy looking and firm and perky. Anyone notice good changes after they stopped breastfeeding? Areoles go back to normal size? Normal color? I hate my chest now and I’m convince they’ll be saggy forever now :(