What would you do?

I’ve been married for about 2 years now.

We always been a happy couple and everything was so perfect until January of this year.

My husband found out he has a daughter (he slept with this girl one night in his life)

He separated from me, and told me that he wanted to figure out what he should do,

I cried a lot, it was a shock for me, because I expected to meet his daughter and help him out but he didn’t want to me to be part of it,he treated me like if I was any other girl he met,okay.. so I left our place for a while and he kept contact with me, but I had the feeling that he was with his daughter mother during this time, and I used to ask him because if that was the case I’d just move on from this.

In March I met him,and we decided to get back together, but I didn’t feel like he loved me anymore, he had password on his phone and when I questioned him about his baby’s mom he always said he didn’t want her. Two weeks later, he was at her place, he texted message me saying he didn’t want to be with me or live here anymore,I asked him,tell me the truth,have you been sleeping with this woman? And he confessed he had,and he wanted to live with her.

She messaged me through Facebook saying she was sorry and she always wanted to tell me but he didn’t let her to..

Okay so I talked to her about my frustration she sent me screenshots of him telling intimacy things about me, like bad things, that he wanted her , and he didn’t feel anything for me anymore.

I got very upset, because I would never expect that from him especially because I didn’t think was anything wrong.

In the same week he came back home,

And told me that he loved me and was stupid and he wanted to be like we were before, okay I was shocked with everything but I still loving him,I forgiven him, one day later he went to her place and slept with her again. In the next morning she texted me saying oh I don’t know if I should tell you , and disappeared - I questioned him what’s going on?? Until he said he slept with her again.

He was crying, and me too, I had never felt so hurt in my whole life, after separating from me,treating me like I was anybody else,lying to me all the time,saying unnecessary things about me to this girl,and then cheating on me with her.

I felt so terrible I just wanted to leave this city and go back to my parents.

He didn’t let me too, he said he would never do that again,he learned his lesson, and loves me and don’t want me to go.

I’m still with him.

I love him but I feel like everything is so different now, I don’t see him as the same person anymore. I’m still feeling hurt with all this, I love him but I’m so hurt right now, every day it comes on my mind.

I just feel like crying, he seems like he changed he doesn’t hide anything but now everything just seems so different..