going crazy

so I declared I'm going crazy. I have been dealing with contractions for days. I lay down and I can barely feel them. most of the time i don't even realize i have them until i realize my breathing changes and i feel my rock hard stomach. i sit up the slightest bit and I can instantly feel them and some really take my breath away. L&D; doesn't want me to come in unless I have contractions laying down and follow the 5-1-1 rule or my water breaks. if I am sitting, standing, or walking my contractions are stronger and they can last up to 2 minutes 5-7 minutes apart sometimes even closer. this pregnancy is tricking my mind so much. I'm 3 days over due and this is my second kiddo.