this TTC journey wrecks Havoc on my soul. With our first it was almost 2.5 year of trying before we got pregnant. with our second it was 6 month (which felt easy after our first). we started trying for our 3rd and final last spring. I got pregnant 2 months in but it ended in a miscarriage at the end of August. we have been trying ever since. My cycle is all over the place now, before we started trying again it was every 32-36 days, now it ranges anywhere from 28 days to 48 days. and on top of it I keep have mid cycle spotting. I just want to complete our family. On top of this, everytime I have been on the TTC journey my sister has ended up pregnant before me (including now; so far each of her children is 6 months older then mine) and while I am, of course, super happy and excited for her. it crushes me that it is such a struggle for us.