Hard day today being the fun aunt

Those days when being an auntie just isn't enough and you want nothing more then to be a mommy. Most days being an auntie is enough, but every now and again the infertitly gets to me. Being diagnosed with PCOS and having trouble conceiving was not in my plans. Most days I can remind myself that this is just part of my journey and one day I will look back and see that it made me stronger. Just not today. Just needed to share somewhere as my friends, as much as they try, just don't understand.