Sat in Tesco’s car park crying

Today I sat in my car & cried my eyes out!

I’m not quite sure how to feel at the moment.

I felt funny this morning so I kept a sample of my morning pee. Popped to Tesco bought a 2 pack pregnancy test. I really didn’t want to as I’m a few days early & im fed up of wasting my money.

So I’m there unwrapping the test & dipping it in the bottle - waiting forever!

There it is! I’m pregnant!

So why am I crying you ask?

This is my 4th time being pregnant, I suffered 2 horrendous miscarriages at 12 weeks. One the day before my 12 wk scan & the last one in January at my 12 week scan.

I’m scared, I really don’t know how to feel!

Do I tell my other half when it’s safe? Or straight away & possibly see his heart break again?

I can’t face telling anyone!