Need some positive energy

So I rarely post on here, but I’m nervous and honestly scared out of my mind I’ve had two miscarriages and I’m pretty in tune with my body. My husband and I have been TTC for over a year. This month my boobs hurt, and I’m going to the bathroom a lot I’m having some nausea when I lay down at night. I had honestly given up and just decided to let it happen if it happened and I got this glimmer of hope. Thoughts ladies any positive energy would be appreciated