I hate my body lately

Its crazy how strong I have gotten and yet I hate my body. I lost too much weight , I feel so small 😢😢😢. I don't know what I am doing wrong . I got this move and. you think I would be happy but as soon as I got dressed I looked in mirror n cried . I still have fatt on my stomach which helps certain moves but I have no butt or curves any more . My clothes are now too big. I want my weight back at least some of it . I feel less of woman now . Idk what's going on I know may sound stupid but the truth today we going beach and I don't even want wear a bathing suit. 😥😢😢😢 .