2nd miscarriage in as many months 😢 feeling devestated

Can someone tell me positive pregnancy stories after multiple miscarriages? I’m feeling pretty sad... going through my second chemical pregnancy at 5 weeks just after one at 6 weeks at the end of April. Can anyone tell me what things I can ask my doctor to check on to find out why these chemicals keep happening?? I’m thinking of having a break from trying for a couple of months because I don’t think I can handle the emotions of this happening a third time just yet. Does anyone have any strategies on how to cope with the sadness? I haven’t told any of my friends about either pregnancy because it was too early and I feel like the only people I can talk to are my parents and husband and I know they are devastated too. It’s just so hard when all of my friends are currently pregnant or just had babies and they don’t know what I’ve been going through so they ask when I’m going to have kids and I just want to cry. Sorry for the long post, needed a bit of a vent. Xoxo