I don’t know ..

I recently just had my baby and got out of the hospital. My boyfriend family offered for us to stay at there house, I tried it the first day, I wanted to just be with me and my baby. And I wanted to walk out with my child. I’m

Walking down the steps and was about to walk out with her. And my boyfriend said to put her in the car seat. Which he’s right. But his mom followed after saying “ the car seat.” I immediately got annoyed and frustrated cause I felt like she was telling me what to do. So I put the baby in the car seat and walked out.

And when I come to thinking about me having a child, I start thinking my role as her mother is important and start getting upset and sad. Like what am i to her grandparents. And I start to think am I’m not important. I know she belonged in the car seat I just want to spend time to

Walk out side with my baby. And not have every one in my face. 🤷🏽‍♀️