Unexpected Pregnancy...ADVICE PLEASE

Hello everyone. Thank you for reading and possibly taking the time to respond.

Today I took 2 pregnancy tests and they both came out positive. I am very scared and have a cloud of confusion surrounding me on what I should do. I am 19 and my partner is 21. I am considering abortion, but at the same time, I do not think that is something I would feel very comfortable doing. My boyfriend and I had plans for fixing up our van and traveling it in as a tiny home. If I keep the baby, I feel as if I would be giving up that dream. However I am so conflicted because I am unsure about an abortion. I feel as if I would be distraught and regret it. I love babies and I know I would LOVE being a mama. I just don’t know if this is the right time for me. I have so much I want to do and so much world that I want to see. I know we could do it, have a baby, and my partner is so amazing and gives me unconditional love and support no matter what I decide to do.

I’m just hoping that somebody could offer me words of wisdom, advice, support... I know this is a decision I ultimately have to make alone. I just am so lost and uncertain on what to do. It’s a really intense feeling have life in the palm of your hand...

Thank you again for reading. I appreciate it.