Af due 17th I need buddy's x

Michelle • Hi iv 3 boys and would like a girl. I`m 36 now and all my friends think I`m mad. I can`t bring myself to tell mum we r ttc she will hit the roof, but I`m so broody I don`t care xxx
I'm stressed, scared and confused I'm ttc no. 4 so ud think I'd b used to this but my youngest is 7 so it's been a while lol. Can't work out when I ovulate glo says one date my ewcm said another I never get a positive ovulation test which worries me I'm 36 am I just passed it. Plus I'm soo tired am convincing myself I already have pregnant symptoms and I still feel wet down below... Anyone else want to go mad with me? :-)