I am going speed dating tomo for the first time. It was my friend’s idea. I have been single for past three years as last two guys I got involved with turned out to be cheating bastards who were involved in long term relationships and now I cant trust men. I’ve been on dates, but it was one worse date after another. I am loosing my confidence, I’ve never had much in a first place, I am chubby, always has been. But I’ve learnt to be fine with it. i am healthy and i exercise, my body shape is just round and squishy. I can be confident and happy when i am on my own. I am very supportive of others i just see the worst in me, when i see how horribly cruel people can be to each-other. She is very excited about he event, so I can’t say i am nervous, as she needs my support bit more as she is really self conscious while i can fake it. So I am bit scared now. Just wanted to say it out loud. Sorry for babbling.