I have finally have had enough of toxic people in my life I am taking a stand I told myself that 2018 was going to be a different year for me and so far it has been I have decided that I'm going to leave my abusive adopted family and I left my abusive husband I am preparing to take off permanently from all these people who have hurt me in my life and as much as it feels liberating to finally be in a place where I can do this I have a lot of fear that when I leave what if I fail I won't have a home to turn to because once I leave my abusive adopted parents house I ain't never coming back. and in the years to come I'm going to work up court case against them to diminish their parental rights over me and let my biological family regain their parental rights over me. I can use a lot of words of encouragement as I am trying to be out of this house by the end of the summer permanently I have to do this secretly because these are very toxic abusive people and I don't want to get hurt. Also I have an adoptive brother I'll be leaving behind which is extremely hard to do.