I depressed myself today. 😩

I had a chemical loss in Jan of this year, it was my first pregnancy, after trying for 5 years. I was devastated, but with my partner and support network I got through it.

As of late I have been thinking a lot about it and today did something stupid and googled how far along I would be if I’d still be pregnant...24 Weeks! I wish miscarriage never existed. 😢💔