My dear baby, I am sorry that I couldn’t make a comfortable home for you to inhabit. I know that you were completely unexpected, but from the moment I found out about you, I prayed for you. I vowed to love you till my very last breath. Unfortunately, life had a different plan for us. We had a short lived 6 weeks together, but I realized that I want nothing more to carry a second child. I will not give up hope, and one day I know I will carry to full term. But for now, know that I loved you while I carried you, and will always love you.