Body Consciousness

Hey I’m 12 and 5’1. I’m 131 pounds and it makes me feel self conscious. People say I have a nice body and my boyfriend reassures me everyday that I’m beautiful.But I feel fat and hate my body. I don’t let people pick me up and I hate going on scales. When people call me fat or ugly I get really sensitive even if they are joking and I might not always show it but it hurts. I think I’m rlly ugly and fat.I hate the way I look. My hair, my eyes, my everything. I wanna be confident and I try supper hard to but I can’t and it sometimes makes me feel worse because I feel as if I’m lieing. Anyone feel the same way and have any tips or something.