Wanting to cry


So me and my best friend have been both having pregnancy symptoms all week,, we both took tests and hers was positive mine was negative well I had an faint line I’m convinced it was an evap line. I genuinely can not be happy ... AM I A BAD FRIEND??

***December 5, I had a beautiful baby girl. Had two miscarriages after her. Got pregnant found out it was another little girl at 38 weeks my baby heart stopped beating. Had to bury my own child. WORST THING EVER. Since that pregnancy I’ve Had multiple miscarriages and I just want another baby 😭😭😭 sorry really upset and just want to lay here and cry !!!