HELP!!!

Nina

Ok so I had a friend who is the same age as me and we are pretty young but I’m really sexually Mature for my age and she had all of the sexual experience with her ex and she did it because I told her to go for it but honestly I don’t see my virginity as something really special like obviously I care who I lose it to but I don’t care when. So I have this guy that I’ve been talk to Since September of 2017 but we decided to never make it official. He is moving this summer and I’m really trying to show him how much I want him 😉 but we only ever meet at the park in public. Should I just go for it .... also he is alway kissing my neck and my cheek and trying to make out with me but then he always complains that I never do anything back. But I feel like it is different for guys and girls.... I like when he kisses me because he has rough facial hair and it turns me on but I just don’t know what to do to him to make him feel the same way I do.... another thing can somebody tell me why he thought I was getting an anxiety attack when my breathing picked up instead of just thinking I was turned on like I told him