Child of divorced parents.

So idk if this is just for ppl getting divorced or who have gotten divorced. But I’m 16. My parents divorced when I was 14. And even though when they were together they fought everyday. They yelled consistently. It drove me to date older men and get into a very toxic kink and relationship. I still just want them to be happy together. Even though when I was 13 the fighting made me almost go and live with my 19 yr old abusive bf who had raped me. Even if they never payed attention to me then. I hate them being apart.