I'm stressin!

Araceli
We have been TTC for about 5 months. I have a girl(12) and a boy (10). He has a boy (7). But we want one together. I know that God as purpose for each and everyone of us, that He forms us in the womb. I have prayed for another child. I had a chemical pregnancy 2 months ago. I am 4 days away from my next period so I tested this morning at 5 am and it was negative. 2 hours later it was positive. I tested again at 9 am and got a negative. I'm trying to focus on His good and perfect will and timing, but I must admit, it's getting heavy to do so.