Need to vent to my glow friends..

So for the past two years life has kicked my families ass. So I’m going to take you guys on a ride along of my life since 2016.

2016- this is the year my peace of mind was taken away by a 24 year old while I was 16. I cannot get a restful night without my now fiancé by my side. I would continuely get nightmares which would have the guy laying on top of me shoving a knife in between my ribs taking my breath away slowly.

2017-My family had hell because my parents couldn’t stop fighting with each other; because of jealousy issues. My dads hand went through a glass door and my mom hit my older brother and drove away in anger. (Me and him were 18 and 19 at this time and she was never like that until alcohol hit) that was the scariest day of my life because I woke up the next morning to her not being back all to find out she was safe and got a DUI.

2018- my mother was diagnosed with HIV. I stayed by her side and continued to hold her hand and say it’s okay. She had lost her job because she couldn’t go there anymore without crying. At this point my fiancé moved in to help with bills, and now I am required to get a job because bills are still too hard. I’m still in high school and I’ve grown up.. these 2 years have changed my whole families life.

Thank you to whoever reads this