Can’t help worrying..

Sarah

I’m 6 weeks + 4 days today, I’ve previously had two miscarriages, one being in March this year which was a missed miscarriage, I thought I was 9 weeks and started spotting, I was told there was no heartbeat and baby was measuring 6 weeks.

I had one cycle and fell pregnant again, I am so anxious all the time that it is going to happen again, every little twinge sets me into a panic! My husband booked a private scan on Tuesday which was amazing and we saw the heartbeat etc but I just can’t shake the feeling that something is going to happen again. I’ve been feeling sick the past few days especially at night I wake up feeling so weak, dizzy and sick- it makes me paranoid that things are happening and I just don’t know it yet! Feel like I want another scan already but obviously the private ones are not cheap and feel like I am just making myself worse by constantly thinking like this! :-(

I’ve phoned the maternity ward (I’m in the uk btw) a few times with my worries but they just advise paracetamol and the ache and sickness will go! Just want more reassurance after what has happened in the past :-(