Depression x4

So I'm the only single one in my group of friends.

One Friend just had a baby with her husband.

Another friend just got engaged.

Another just got engaged and pregnant.

And last but not least the other one just engaged and is moving.

So my four friends have all this stuff going on. They always try hooking me up with someone but it never works out. I been staying more to myself instead of going out with them.

I been feeling extremely down about it all and just want some type of happiness for myself. I understand you can make yourself happy and you shouldn't be jealous of what someone else has.

It's not that I'm jealous of them per say its I. Jealous of that they all have someone and moving forward life.

They all tell me I'm be single for a min because im going to school to be a doctor. I just finished a associate in biology and getting my bachelor's next. So they always like to say that I'm going to meet someone when I'm finish.

What I think bothers me the most is that they have someone to cuddle up with and someone to talk to on a daily.

I really do feel wrong for been upset that they all have someone. What should I do because.i have fired many many dating sites. I have tried to get to know the guys in my classes. I done it all. I know right now my focus should be on school. But damnit I'm tied of been lonely. Especially when they all ask me to go out with them. I even went as far to tell them don't has me out if you and.you SO Will be there together. They just laugh and think I'm joking.