Test or wait it out?

I ovulated about a week 1/2 ago and my period is supposed to come next week. I’ve been feeling extra tired, crying at the drop of a hat, extra hungry, but that’s all I’ve noticed. I kind have been playing down symptoms that I may have noticed because I don’t want to get my hopes up. My boobs were sore the last time I was pregnant and they aren’t now so I have the worst feeling that I’m not pregnant. So now I’m trying to decide....should I test the day before my period is supposed to come or wait to start? I don’t know which one will be more sad to see. I feel like I should test because if I start my period I will probably be even more heartbroken and if I test I can at least be prepared. There’s always the slightest chance I am pregnant but I just don’t know. Maybe this post is stupid, but I’m just not sure what to do. 😔