Asking parent to smoke with me😶

I’ve been smoking since 9th grade. And I’m now graduated from high school going to college in a couple months. I’m tired of sneaking behind my moms back, I wanna be able to smoke a blunt in my backyard and I’m tired of leaving the comfort of my home to go my friends house to smoke just to smoke. And I want my mom to be more open to weed cause WE JAMAICANS BRO this is part of our history 😂. There are more reason just don’t feel like going into it. Have you guy had any experience with opening up to parent about weed? & how didn’t it go