I have an ED.. I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago. I was 4+6 days when i found out and I was weighing in at 141. A good weight for me is between 135-143. I looked amazing and I was happy to be pregnant and excited. What I didn’t expect was to be sitting here at 8 weeks 4 days all the way up at 150. I look and feel gigantic, I haven’t been this weight since I was in middle school and I want so badly to give up on eating and just exercise until I drop to the floor like I normally do but I know I can’t. I look like I have a 5 month bump at 2 months. I don’t know what to do I don’t know if I’m mentally strong enough to handle this everyone is saying it’s weight that is needed for the baby and I understand that but gaining this much weight in the first 8 weeks is outrageous to me I feel disgusting and huge I hate my body so much now I was so confident with my weight before I got pregnant and now I’m fucking huge idk what to do everyone is telling me I’m not allowed to lose weight now 😭😭😭 HELP