Anatomy scan tomorrow!

It feels like Christmas eve, I swear! I'll love our little baby no matter what but I've been struggling this whole pregnancy to "feel" pregnant. I've had two other ultrasounds and multiple tests, but I haven't had any symptoms and I'm almost 20 weeks. As a plus sized, first time mom I haven't felt any movement and I hear that's normal, and I've gained weight but of course I can't see my belly growing yet. I'm just ready to start bonding with baby. Hopefully once we know baby by name, I can feel better about it all.