9DPO and crazy dreams...

I hardly ever remember my dreams and the past three or four days I’ve woken up and remembered them vividly. Last nights dream and actually took a test and saw two pink lines. When I woke up I was so disappointed it wasn’t real life. I told myself I wouldn’t test today so I don’t get disappointed. Wanting to wait until either Thursday? Or maybe Tomorrow? Idk what to do.

Anyone else having crazy dreams? Or advice on when I should try to test. I saw Thursday because I’m going out of town Friday. And Thursday would be 12DPO. I just don’t want to see a BFN 😭😭