Depressed..

I’m 15 months postpartum and just found out I’m pregnant again with my 3rd child.

I’m extremely depressed as this is our fault for not being more careful and I was not ready for another baby. I knew I wanted one in the future but not so soon.

Too much is going on in our life and termination is not something I really believe in.

We do have the means to care for this baby and I know eventually I’ll be excited (hopefully)

My SO is excited I think. He found out on Father’s Day which was kinda cool.

I am afraid to express how I feel to him though Bc I don’t want to rain on his parade and get him Unexcited Bc that will make me more depressed about it.

But as of now I just need some reassuring words. Words of wisdom if you will.