I'm so unhappy with myself

I'm almost 33 weeks pregnant and unhappy. today has by far been the worst day of my pregnancy... I cried all day today. I needed reassurance, I've finally let my boyfriend of almost 3 years know about my anxiety and depression problem and now that he knows I'm so afraid that he'll think of me different.. he's treating me different because it's a mental problem I have. I just want to be happy with who I am & I don't know if anyone else is feeling this way but I need help. I don't want to see a doctor or be prescribed anything because I know I will be.. I want to feel normal again.