I dont know what to do anymore..

I was 8 weeks 3 days pregnant and went to the doctor today bc I was bleeding really bad, well they did a blood test and I won't get the results till tomorrow but the doctor said its probably gone.. Y'all I just want to give up. I don't know what to do anymore and I wish nobody had to ever go through this pain. And to top it off its the 4 year 9 month anniversary of my oldest brother passing. Anyone that has had to go through this, how the hell did you get over it? It feels like this pain is never going to go away.