Well tomorrow is the day. I start pitocin at 5:30 am. I’m already at 2 cm dilated so they think things should progress smoothly tomorrow. This is my first baby and I’m so scared and nervous. I love him so much and can’t wait to meet him but I’m extremely anxious about the pain of labor and pushing. I’m shaking and I feel like I’m gonna be sick. How am I supposed to sleep through the night?! I know I’m gonna be a great mommy for my baby boy but it just hasn’t hit me yet that he will be in my arms TOMORROW!!

So many nerves and emotions.