So there's this guy and I don't know how I feel about him

Okay so I wrote this poem and it's about how I feel about this guy but I really need some outside perspective on this since I'm having a hard time seeing how I feel about him

We'll never lock in a way that I starved, delighted and young like a baby that would finally have my deep ache of a hungry filled

You're in line of sight for I that I can't shake or deny

Everyone of your kind that dare not shares that grip you have me in I walk past the ghost they are

I'm poisoned with an insanity to find you such a glowing marvel for this damn long

It's all a perfect painting you are in a dream that I fail to kick

Another tick on the clock passes and I'm sure my dose of the crazies has been added to another blind level to still not break my gaze on you

Someone like you dated to never dance with me brings me to a halt and halfway on my knees with a yearning that someone with your walk, talk, and, look could never be with someone like I

You'll never see me or hear what I have to say and with that a soft weight pulls a little more at where my heart lies

You have a whole world I don't walk in and I'm brought another weight by an old god out there with a sick smile on his face at such a twirl of my mind running in a loop again and again

Moving pictures have projected themselves onto my eyes of your other temple joined with mine but the light is on you

Far too many moons and candles to ever be in your eyes, the soft weight says hello

The parts and blocks that make you another kind on kin have me shaking my head at the trail of receipts

My head goes into right and left shift marbles spilling from the cabinets to flee the paper airplanes that carry all I think about you