I NEED HELP!!!

So... There's this guy who literally came out of nowhere into my life. When I met him, I didn't know how much he would mean to me. He is such a good guy. And such a nice person.

But, I have a boyfriend. And I love my boyfriend, but lately, I've been thinking more about the other guy (let's call him DP) than my boyfriend (let's call him Pen).

So Pen and I have been dating for quite some time and honestly, our relationship is kind of failing. We're considering whether or not we should break up.

But, I really like DP. He texted me this morning to have a good day at school. (He's on vacation.) Pen never does that. He barely even ever texts back. DP even asked how my day was today. Pen has never really acted about that kind of stuff.

I just don't want to be that kind of girl who breaks up with her boyfriend for another guy. It just seems plain bitchy. But, I think DP only likes me as a friend. One of my other friends, (lets call her Dragon) also really likes him.

My friends and I actually have a code 'operation DP Dragon fruit' to get them together. The thing is, I don't want them together. However, they're really good for each other. I'm just jealous.

I just don't know what to do. I really do love Pen. He's been with me through thick and thin... But so has DP. And mine and Pen's relationship is slowly fading. It's just not there anymore.