Me and my dear fiancé have been trying for 16 months (currently 8 DPO). I’m trying to stay positive & not see everything as a sign. Then with this being our first official month back off the pill (used for 3 mos cause dysfunctional bleeding). I’m trying not to test early or symptom spot.

Anyways we both hardly see each other as our schedules mix match (once we get a + we can move shifts to match our needs better). Tuesday’s are kind of our nights out. Tonight we went up to town & I just tried to relax. Not worry about my hmwk. Enjoy dinner & just overall his company. I love this man and cant wait to have his children!

In Nov 2016 we lost our little peanut at 6+3 and have been TTC our rainbow baby. On our drive home I look up not expecting much & I see this:

This is the first rainbow I have personally seen in I don’t even remember how long. Yes it’s been storming but it always storms. At first I didn’t even notice it - but when I saw it all I could think was

“I see you my little rainbow & I know one day I’ll have you in my arms!” ♥️🙏🏼