ready to leave ??

I think I want to leave my kids father. Here's a little background you makes $90000 a year he did know he was making that much I didn't know he was making that much. And it's sad because he swears hes the smartest person in the world hes one of those know what all that you can't tell him nothing any as it is gusting point of view doesn't like to admit when hes wrong. Don't get me wrong he is right about a lot of things but it seems to be things that don't really matter. So we live in a not so desirable neighborhood There's not really a lot of crme and no one has messed with us. But still we should be living somewhere nice anyways the rent is about $1100 a month a 2 bedroom and he has a roommate So it's like living with 2 frat guys it's very hard to keep the house clean nobody turns out lights you know there's no adulting going on and I'm pregnant so I have chosen to sit back and watch because I'm not gonna clean up after 2 grown men I refuse I'm sorry I take care of my two-year-old and that's it so that being said the utility bills are high because no one gives a damn and no one listens to me so here we are supposedly putting 2 kids in private school next month which is 4 grand we have a $600 electric bill past due cable bill of like 300 past dueT-Mobile bill of 300 we have a past due furniture bill of $500 past due currently right now we have $0 to pay any bills so supposedly the roommate is moving out in 2 weeks so hes not paying Mikey any money because he needs that money to move out but he hasn't been paying money the whole year they lived here so that's nothing new . I don't know what to do now I can't ask for any Any help because my name is not on anything and he can't go anywhere because they're gonna ask for paycheck stubs and he makes 90000 a year There are people out there who need actual help our problem is that we are financially fucking retarded. Anyways I guess I just kind of want to get that off my chest in reading it just really just makes me so embarrassed and scared for my kids. So when I have my daughter I'm gonna wait my 6 weeks put her in day care and go to work and try to find some type of assistance down here because it is very expensive to live in Orlando and I don't have any type of college education I have some really old things on my background from being young they're just misdemeanors but they keep following meI can'tget a really good job everything has been mediocre but I'm not gonna live like this for sure.