He broke 2 of my teeth with one hit

So two years ago was the first time I ever got in a relationship with someone that’s on drugs. I didn’t know until about 5 months in and truth be told I still couldn’t tell. He came many days so I thought maybe it’s just something he does and he is in control of it! I was wrong. One day I walked outside my apartment and I never go anywhere but to my mailbox, and I seen him on some strangers porch with his little dip head buddy. So I go get him and bring him in the house. While I’m doin this he is saying “bae where you get this gown from? (I didn’t have on a gown not even a skirt) I looked at him and realized that he was sick. I said, “you can’t do this anymore.”

Fast forward 3 months later and he had not stopped. He didn’t show any signs of violence until my friend was over one day, and he asks can he fuck her. (Our relationship was long gone by then and I couldn’t find the strength to leave) so I said you can fuck her im not...so he does and I go outside to wait.... he comes outside after a bit and asks what’s wrong and tells me he stopped cause it didn’t feel right with me outside. I completely loose my shit as she comes outside and tells him to come back. I get up and stick her a good one.... I dont know what got over me I feel so bad still... but I did I just had no control over my emotions anymore. He hits me one time and I think my jaw is broken until I move it and part of my tooth falls out and I’m bleeding.

I actually fractured that girls neck and broke both of her eye sockets...I still feel so so bad😕

I did leave him! And I haven’t seen him since as for the girl she still won’t talk to me...

P.s yes the girl knew about the guy and everything that had been going on!

I already said she didn’t deserve it I don’t need anyone throwing things in my face thanks 😒

I want to remain anonymous...I let him sleep with her because I was physically tired of having sex and mentally tired because I wasn’t getting love in return! At that point the only connection we had was Sex and that was changing as he was growing tired of me and once said “it’s hard having sex with you cause I’m so used to you” we weren’t even having good sex anymore. I did deserve better I told him that he was gonna HAVE to make me leave him by hurting me to no point of return...not because I wanted to but because my love was so strong I just didn’t know who I was anymore! Had lost myself in trying to get him or anyone to love me for that matter!

I am engaged and I haven’t laid a hand on anyone since that day!