18 and still a virgin.

Marilena

I'm still a virgin and I understand a lot about what some of you are posing about being horny or masturbating. I don't want a boy who will last 2 minutes. I have always liked "older men" and I don't know if it's because I've had to grow up early in my life? Or maybe I have daddy issues haha. And it doesn't matter anyway because I have never had a relationship because maybe nobody finds me attractive? Any advice?