please no rude comments.

This is so incredibly embarrassing and sickening and...unreal that I even have to post this. I am so upset so please don't make any rude comments, I really really need support.

Last night my son's dad whom I've been separated from for about a month told me that I needed to go get tested because he was having unprotected sex during the last 3 months of our relationship and he was now having symptoms. (burning during urination and "other stuff." which I didn't press on because I was so upset I didn't want to talk to him.) I took my son to his grandmas and immediately went to urgent care and got tested, both blood and urine. They said it will get sent to their sister hospitals lab, and since it's the weekend they won't have results until mid-week this upcoming week. He told me that based on my symptoms I could have gonorrhea/chlamydia. (I've had discharge that's yellowish with a smell, slight burning when I pee, and a swollen vagina, but I frequently get UTI's and yeast infections so until he called me and told me to get tested I assumed that's all it was.) He also told me that HIV is prevalent in our area, and that I also have early symptoms of that. (Currently have a very sore throat and swollen lymph nodes, and a few days ago I thought I was getting the flu and was also having bad sweats.) I am a wreck. I don't know how I can wait that long for the results. How could the man I loved, the man I had a child with, the man I wholeheartedly believed was a good person, do this. I am so shattered and so amxious and sick over the whole ordeal.