I’m so tired of everyone right now... my older sister just announced she’s having a girl! Everyone is so excited... but me. Why? Because here I am pregnant with number 2 terrified to tell anyone for 2 reasons. With my son no one cares or they told me I was to young or I wasn’t ready. What i cant tell anyone is all I want in life is to me a mom. My children are my life. This is what I want. But my older sister gets pregnant and everyone is excited. Everyone is happy... but I know when I do announce it in August no one will react the same way.... no one will care... they never really do when it comes to me... sorry for the sadness I just needed to tell this to someone since I have no one else to talk to... thanks for reading 😊