Question.

I don’t want to say my boyfriend is a like chronic masturbater but I knew he had done it a lot in the past when we first got together and I was having sex with him everyday almost and I figured he was not doing it anymore and I had stopped going through his phone because everyday it was porn site after porn site in his history. Well today I left for work and forgot my phone so I went back to the house and I could hear him watching porn on his phone in the bedroom. Mind you we had just had sex prior that morning and this was about 2:30 in the afternoon before he left for work. He said he did it because he got excited after I gave him a kiss goodbye... like I’m so hurt and confused and also were trying to conceive and he is only sleeping with me like once or twice a week. I guess I’m just asking really what would be the appropriate way to handle this? Like I’m so hurt. I feel betrayed honestly. Like all that keeps running through my mind is the porno I heard him pleasuring himself too I’m so hurt. Am I wrong? I don’t ever tell him no to sex or oral like I’m just confused