supposed to be 12 weeks today 😢

*TMI* Pic *TMI******, dr told me I'm not able to get pregnant without progesterone supplements, well i was, everything was normal until 2 weeks ago , went to ER because i started spotting (pinkish), i was 10 weeks 3 days at that time hcg was 6000 ,had and ultrasound and found out baby stopped growing around 6-7weeks,no heartbeat , they gave me 3 choices to finish miscarring, natural,misoprostol or d&c;,choose natural, but after 3 days of dizziness nauseas and vomiting went to drs appointment, they checked my hgc was 5000 so i opt for misoprostol and ibuprofen for pain ( wrong ibuprofen didn't work) started contractions 2 hrs after inserted vaginal medicine, last for 10 hrs passed lots of tissuety bleeding really bad for 3 days went to ER for painful cramping, checked hcg again and it was 300, got prescription for stronger pai

n medicine finally, after 3 days passed what they called tissue for me was my baby, ,at this time i feel better stopped bleeding but my heart gonna hurt forever, really really scared of trying again ,good luck to all ttc ladies 😘................. I'm 43yrs have a 26yrs,22yrs,17 yrs, 16 month had tubal ligation on 2000 and tubal reversal on 2015,(3 pregnancies after reversal, 1 chemical ,a baby girl and a

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