I need advice from loving mothers.

I can’t feel close to my baby. I’m 13 weeks pregnant and I do not feel attached in anyway to him. Is there any advice for that? I want to be excited. I love him I just don’t feel like I’m close with him idk. I’ve lost 3 babies previously to him so maybe I’m depressed. Please any advice 💕ps I’m not a first time mom and it has never been this hard to love a pregnancy. I already know the gender and have felt flutters