I'm a young girl .. I wouldn't call my self wise because I have a lot to learn about. I'm about to be a senior in high school and will graduate when I'm 17 years old. But this is not what this post is about. This post seems wrong and i know it's wrong but I'm really care and in love with 28 year old man 👎. How we met? My sister boyfriend 1st cousin. Before we use to live upstairs from my sister house so we use to hang out and text all the time. One time 2 years ago we drunk texted me sexually and he felt embarrassed about it whatever I let it go and it didn't bother me and I didn't see him the wrong way (mind you this was 2 years ago) we started talking again on Halloween night and we started texting again I was drunk and I sent him a nude 😒. Ever since that we been talking and we been getting closer and closer. At first it was ok it's just sex please no feelings or anything to becoming having a lot a lot of feelings and texting and calling everyday. He is shame of himself because I'm very young compare to him. We been talking for 8 months and last week is when I called it off because I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't take the thoughts of us being together because of r age, and how he may like me but won't really see me as his girl 👎. And also I really care so much about him that I don't want  him going to jail so I had to let him go and I can't stop to think about him. I saw his car parked in my sister driveway and I said to my self "fuck" because I didn't wanna see him and I end up seeing him and it was weird ... I just went in the room and stayed there till he left. I hate r age difference, i hate not talking to him. I hate thinking about him when I shouldn't because what he done to me. I just hate ittttttt .... Sorry I really needed to vent 😭😭😭😭 and I know you evil ladies will talk down on me but I need somebody to help make me feel better and forget about him 👎👎👎. I hate feeling in love