First tattoo!! Thoughts?

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About a year and a half ago I was sexually abused. I've struggled a lot with flashbacks and depression since then. After it happened I found a guy that I knew from day 1 I could trust. He was actually the first guy that I ever had sex with. At first I wouldn't even suck his dick and I was very skittish when he would touch me down there, but he worked with me and still continues to work with me (we are not together anymore sadly but we still have feelings for each other. we argued a lot but we are still trying to figure out what we want to be). He has held me when Ive had flashbacks in the middle of doing stuff and calmed me down. He would always tell me to relax because the guy that forced me to do things has no control over me anymore. I would love to get this tattoo to remind me that I'm free from him and he has no power over me anymore. What do y'all think? Please no hurtful comments.