Dear my Once family

I'm pregnant now after you abuse trying to prevent me from ever getting pregnant. telling my I'm crazy and gaslighting my whole life. telling me I'm the issue I'm the guilty one when you know you guys are you be never tried to love me only from a distance I love my fiance he's my husband he's loved me in my brokenness when you left me homeless during Harvey he was also but we're making it through all of it you always said I was black and I'd never marry out my race even though you were white my husband is all that and more it amazes me how you brained washed me but I proudly talk about my growth in my homeless Ness where you complain about you job being a paralegal you done about having everything they want but someone above then too loud it amazes me how things done yo me are being done to you but look whose over dramatic look who will never change your all rich snobs and one day all you done will come it won't be by me natur it takez course I won't be there my child will never know you because I don't want your abuse ever to hurt her shell might know who you are but never know you like you do to me with you grandkids my aunt's and uncle no one knows me just like when you reported me dead to state I know it's you it's amazing how narssatic and horrible you've been I forgive you but I'll never trust you again